Not prepared to bump into someone today. All the feeling come back out of a sudden. I was stunned and not sure how should to react. Stupid me!

Relunctant to look at SSA tutorial and Forest Eco report.

Stupid mosquito suck soo much of my blood and become so fat that it cant fly properly. Sorry that i managed to kill it.

I wan to live happily, or even happier. But when things get too smooth, happiness might jus plunge down one day.

I also hate finding prof. I emailed one prof and she asked me if i have other projects/profs lined up. i.e. Am i "shopping" for project still. What a nice word to use. Shopping. U think i buy clothes ah. Although i like shopping a lot.

Seriously, i'm spending too much money to make myself happy.

Jus feel like crapping..