damn upset
i already feel go guilty that i cant let qi stay in my house

and now
i'm caught in lab
not able to catch her flight
while the gers are going to fetch her

pangs of guilt

i feel so terrible

and i feel damn shagged
after weeks of restlessness
and weekends of full time tuition

tired

i feel like collapsing

i feel like crying

i wan to give up all my students
but how can i neglect them when their prelims are coming in few weeks time?

i cant cope