damn upset
i already feel go guilty that i cant let qi stay in my house

and now
i'm caught in lab
not able to catch her flight
while the gers are going to fetch her

pangs of guilt

i feel so terrible

and i feel damn shagged
after weeks of restlessness
and weekends of full time tuition

tired

i feel like collapsing

i feel like crying

i wan to give up all my students
but how can i neglect them when their prelims are coming in few weeks time?

i cant cope

Rights..
THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING that jus happened in my life today

DAMN DAMN embarrassing!!!!!!!

And its all due to a really nice, new, and innocent top that i had bought during isetan private sale.
Damn it. (-.-)

Today's the first time i'm wearing it.

Rights..
So..
the stupid top jus unknowingly unbuttoned itself.
and my tuition kid sms me after tuition
saying my button was sort of loose..
(lucky she's a ger.. if not i'll kill myself!!!..ARGH)

I cant believe how much it was unbuttoned!!
and u wont wan to know..
( or wan to see..)

no wonder i feel the top was loo-ser..
and weird gazes after i left her house.
and maybe i was too fat..

totally no image!
**screams**

Its been a year..
and bloody hell..
pls get out of my brain!!
it's suffering!
i dun wan to see any image of u lingering in my dreams!

yesh...
my rusting blog is beginning to be filled with loads of grumbling
and my ultra busy life has been keeping me so occupied that
i have nv gone online for dunno how many weeks.. or even months..
and even forgotten our dear kalene's bday (sorry my dear.. didnt mean to.. but anyway.. happy belated bday!!)

my life's only revolving around lab, lab and lab.
and everyday came back home late from lab
then bathe, eat, and slp.
and wake up the nxt morning
rushing for lab again.
wth.

sat is another tuition day
sun even more tuition.
totally no free day for me.
haiz.

i need some life.
i wan to invent teleporting
need to keep in contact with frens
but where's my time?

recently i think i'm clumsy
and stupid
and blur
and even dream that my mentor scold me for being so stupid
rights..
i think too much
as usual.

i need internet in lab..
i wan my cute pencil back..
i wan to buy laptop..
and i NEED LIFE! (or chocolates to cheer my life.. ps. by e way i can be quite easily satisfied . Ha..)

and while i was typing this post,
i realise my laptop was collecting dust..
so u can imagine how long i have not touched it,
or coming to my blog,
or going to your blog,
or not even going to facebook,
or even ON it.

Rights..
before i finish my grumblings..
i got sth funny to share..
which is (*drum rolls*)

the list of emergency hotline in my lab!

here goes the ambiguous numbers stated on the sheet:

1) BookStores emergency meh?
NUS Coop
Borders
Kinokuniya (orchard)
Clementi bookstore

Some even funnier ones like..

1) Institute of Mental Health
2) Pregancy hotline ??????!!!!!!


Haha.. shall take a photo of it nxt time..

Till nxt time!

INTERESTING

everything to them regarding research is
INTERESTING
but
i can nv find it
INTERESTING

i cant understand anything
in lab meetings
but the guest prof seems to know
wat each of them was presenting
INTERESTING
INTERESTING

autoclave machine gave me heart-attack
but *phew* it revived
lucky my naggy mentor
nv scold me
cos i'll be weird
if i nv make mistakes
*laughs*

i hope i can go home earlier nxt time

and i hope to spent more time on my bed.

why do i bother
congratulating u

but still
congrats.

i'll nv see u again.

Sakae dinner with m4 @ Northpoint

Normal mode without flash using my new camera (:

Portrait enhancer with flash (:

Nice sushi.. but maybe these nice sushi were only served on weekends ):

Cute jia jia

teppanyaki chef

Colourful plates.

I love wide angle camera! haha..

Cheese Cake making @ my house

Chef jia inspecting..

End pdt (:

Pre-Father's day

Dining @ Sakura International Buffet in Orchard shopping centre

Little nyonya section.. really very little.

Desert! Yummy cheese cake!

The food is ok, lots of variety, thick sashimi and nice cheese cake. Others not very nice though =x


Father's day

Breakfast @ TCC

Sumptous American Breakfast (sunny side up and scramble egg)!

French toast and really healthy cereal yoghurt!

and really nice ambience (:

busy busy

has been stuck to lab till around 7pm for the past 2 days

haven got time to upload kite flying photos

and photos dun show up in my blogger post

so i sort of give up uploading at the moment. haha..

Anyway.. picnic and kite flying was really FUNNN!

and we were so lucky to see helicopters flying past with the national flag,

and fireworks in the night,

and dragonboat competition at marina barrage!

Lucky us (:

Thanks gers for the really nice food and company!

We shall organise another outing soon! (: